I felt a certain parallel last week when Brooke Magnanti outed herself as the woman behind the blog “Belle de Jour.” In “real” life Brooke is a cancer research scientist, she probably wears a lab coat and some sort of business casual pant suit everyday, and you would never guess that she once blogged about the sexual encounters she was paid for.
Up until recently I worked for an institute of higher education, wore business casual to work, and conversed with high school students about their choice in colleges. Looking at me you wouldn’t guess that I had a double life, a life that few people know about, but is a large part of my life.
I spend a lot of time writing, researching, and planning how I want people to see me on here, and how thinking I will keep the lives apart for those who would be offended or just wouldn’t understand. I’ve met a lot of people through this life who I think are in the same boat, no real names, no pictures of their faces. I think it’s a shame this is how it “has” to be.
As much as I wish I could “out” myself online completely, I have a certain appreciation for how I can be who I want and not think about how it will effect things in my life, or think about what others will think. At the end of the day I like my second life, and my first life, and I applaud those to “out” themselves, as well as those who have found a way to live the life and lives they’ve always wanted.
So last weekend @sexhero and I made our online porn debuts in an activity we called #SexQuest. Our followers on Twitter were welcomed to send us their fantasies, and we would do our best to film them and put them online.
I was pretty drunk going into the quest, and with the camera and the to-do list the sex was a pleasurable blur. I remember going to bed that night thinking, “wow, somewhere, someone is getting off to me.” That was an interesting concept.
The next morning I was fortunate enough to get to watch the videos again, and have a little off camera play, before being swept off to breakfast. I didn’t watch any of the videos again until today, and I was amazed with some of the things I saw! The first 2 videos have almost 1000 views, so thank you everyone, that’s amazing!
Secondly, my favorite video, which was towards the end has less than 200 views, so I thought I’d take this time to link to my favorite videos from #SexQuest.
#1. Anal Creampie: This has been a fantasy of mine that @sexhero fulfilled, but I never got to see what I looked like until now!! Plus @sexhero’s dick looks amazing in it!
#2. The Female Squirt: I like that I can do this.
#3. Nipple Suck: I love how turned on I get when @sexhero sucks on my nipples, and how hot this video gets me.
#4. Sit on That Cock: I was having problems keeping the heavy, slippery, glass plug in my ass, but sliding up and down @sexhero’s monster cock was so damn good.
I had been looking for an anal plug that was comfortable enough to wear for hours at a time. One that I could walk in without looking like there was something up my ass, one that was shaped to fit in between my cheeks so I could sit through dinner, and finally one that was smooth enough not to feel rough after 20 minutes without more lube. I’m pleased to say I found my butt plug!
It’s called the Ryder, and it’s everything I could ever want, only mine is purple.
It’s a medium sized plug, big enough to warm me up for @sexhero’s XL cock, but small enough to wear out and about. The first time I wore this plug it was for a couple hours that involved a good amount of walking, and sitting at dinner. I was nervous how it would do, and being in public it would be harder to take out if it didn’t pass my test, lucky for me it passed.
I had just ditched my headache that had been brewing for days, and I was looking for something fun to do when I got a Direct Message (DM) from @erosunbound; “Shame I’m over the other side of the atlantic, as I’d very much like to play there’s always twitter, I guess.” This got me thinking, so I proposed a little Twitter fun “Let’s co-write some smut. You write, I write, you, me etc, then I’ll post the results on my blog. Let’s see what we can do in an hour!!! Go!”
Here is what we wrote (my additions are in italics) :
Walking into your room after my shower, I find you with a tight fitting top and jeans: my favourite. I spot a look in your eye…
I’d put on the top knowing you couldn’t resist it, knowing you’d be naked, wet, and vulnerable with only your towel around your waist…
Smiling hungrily, I let the towel fall. Walking over, taking your head and kissing you hard on the lips; hands down to hold your tight ass
My ass tightens with the your grip, opening my mouth, your tongue slides between my lips, taking it deeper as my hand slides over your cock.
Hardening in your hands, mine move around to your stomach, then push inside your top, lifting it until they find, close around, your breasts
I feel my nipples harden with your touch, you cock now pulsing to capacity. I give you that look begging you to take off my top…
Smiling, pulling your top up and over your head, hands brushing nipples as I go. Then mouth moves in on your exposed breast, tongue circling
I moan without control. Every flick of your tongue sends heat down to my clit, I can feel it pulsing, wetness slipping down my pussy lips.
mouth closes around your nipple, sucking it in, then flicking over it. The tip of my cock, hard in your hands, pushes up against your jeans
I release your cock, pulling my nipple from your suction I bend down, tossing my jeans aside. Coming up my mouth finds your cock.
Groaning as you slide your wet lips over me. I pick you up, lie you on the bed, cock still in yr mouth, then start to finger you as you suck
Your finger slides easily into my wet pussy, curling up to my g-spot on the way out. I can taste your precome, rubbing it all over my lips..
Pushing a second finger inside, sliding in your juices, as my thumb presses your clit. Other hand wanking myself slowly as you lick/suck me
You rub me faster, more pressure, my body squirms, my mouth moaning over your cock. An explosion of cum coming from my cunt…
pulling my fingers, covered in you, up to my mouth – tasting your cum. Your mouth is taking my cock to the edge, but I want your pussy…
You quickly pull out of my mouth, push your cock deep into me. My back arching gives you room to slide deeper as you press my shoulders down
Pushing down, sliding in so deep: you’re so wet, but so tight. Starting to thrust hard and fast, pounding into you. Feeling my cum rise…
I beg you to keep going, feeling your cock swell up, I can tell you’re close, I keep begging, keep thrusting. You keep pushing…deep…
holding back, enjoying being so deep in you – hands digging into your shoulders, pressing. changing angle slightly, wanting you to cum again
My pussy clenches around your cock, we’re both so close, I’m almost crying now for you to keep going. I scream, coming on your clean skin.
the clenches,your pleas are too much: as you clamp around me, I thrust hard and deep, and explode inside you, filling you, feeling you shake
You collapse on to my body, cock still inside me. We lay shaking on each other…I breathe in the smell, and giggle. Shower time?
grinning, chuckling, covered in your cum and sweat… yeah, I think a shower would be good
When I first heard about glass sex toys I was instantly skeptical. Why would I put anything in my pussy that could break, and not only break, but shatter?? Now, I know it’s a thick glass, the chances of it shattering aren’t high, but I had no real interest in testing that theory out. Now, knowing it wasn’t going to shatter I thought, what about chipping? What if I drop it on the tip, chip, done. Glass toys were kind of expensive, why would I spend that kind of dough on something I could ruin so easily?
I started working at an adult store in college, we carried some glass, not a lot, but enough. We were encouraged to try out the products as much as possible, it made it easier for us to give advice, and the employee discount made it financially easier for us to try out the inventory!
Before settling on a glass piece I did my research and was pleasantly surprised with some of the things I found out. Most glass toys are made from Pyrex, which is a high grade glass that is virtually shatter resistant. Additionally glass can be warmed up, cooled down, or somewhere in between, and without a vibrator it needs no batteries and has no moving parts to break. Finally I read about how easy it was to clean, and because it’s not porous, you can leave it until morning!
I broke down and bought a really basic straight glass dildo with a little bit bigger head and base, and I’m MORE than happy I did. I showed it to my lover at the time, he hadn’t played with glass much before either, and before I could tell him any more about it it was out of the box and in me. It was a little cooler than room temp so it was much colder than the inside of my warm tight pussy. The cool glass quickly warmed up and as I got wetter the toy easily slide in and out, my lover pushing it a little deeper every time.
Since that first encounter my glass collection has grown, an anal plug there, a curved pink dildo here, but I still go back to that “oldie but goodie” first piece I bought nearly 3 years ago. It’s my reliable stand-in when no one’s there to fuck me.
What do you think of glass? Have you tried it? Do you have any stories?